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Of Late

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1.
Good Times 02:22
Been so long since I've seen you, I tore out my throat. Made myself go see-thru so I can know: Am I wrong, or am I right? Right now, I'm more concerned with trying to sleep at night than wherever I emerge on the other side. I had another breakdown when I got home. It's not like too much happened, I just don't know why I want to cry when I take a second and dig inside, let these feelings simmer and emerge. It's a good time.
2.
Can't Dance 02:24
Isn't it so strange to feel shame for simply existing? And as I wait, there's an added weight to all that I'm missing. And it would be so sweet to be down the street with you, but I can't even leave my apartment on the weekend to get food. So I'll try and make some sense of why my life would hand me this circumstance. I have to scream in my car to get the sound that I'm missing. It reverberates, feels great to know no one's listening. And I've got the need to be perceived, even though I know you don't want that to be reciprocated, that's okay with me. I don't know why, but I can't dance, so I'll sit to the side and wait for the right time, yeah, my next chance.
3.
Is it wrong to feel lonely when I'm home at night? Shouldn't I rejoice? I'm fortunate enough to know you! How would I know when my mail comes anymore? Is it noon, or six, or is it four? I just like to know someone came by. I'm building a barricade in front of my front door. Take one brick down everyday, and I put up some more. I feel invincible in these shoes. Sometimes I keep 'em on when I get home, just to keep a little strength until morning. Then it's time to go to work, tire myself out another day, get home only to start up again.
4.
When I get hungry, I can't help but stall. It's such a drag when nothing sounds good at all, and that's you. Met a Someone that seems real nice, too bad I'll slowly shut them out of my life, and that's you. So when I'm home at night, I'm never really all alone. And you can always squeeze me tight, and I feel you deep inside of my bones. That's you, baby, that's you! I think I'm finished with the sound of your voice. I'll fold it into all the rest of the noise, and that's you. You always hate me and I've never known why I chose to spend so many years of my time with you. So I'll walk on home tonight and maybe I'll finally be alone. And you can try to call my line, but I've blocked your number in my phone. Saying goodbye to you! Can't say it wasn't me, but baby, it's you!
5.
There is a stillness in my heart that I can't see. There is a fear I won't repeat what I once believed. But I know they're wrong when they say "You only know when it's gone", because I knew everyday. And in my heart, you've left a frame. There is a stillness in my mind that I can't hear. Took me too long to learn the sound of fear. But I know it's wrong to be afraid of what's to come, because who's to say? After you, I learned to stay up late and watch the sun rise on another day.
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released January 27, 2021

Art by Cassidy Jones
Mastered by Michael Briggs
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